i remembered this.

i wanted to delete all my old blogs, but theres just a part of me that cant bring myself to get rid such a portion of my teen years.

for now i will leave them. but i think soon they will disappear.

Holidays provide a brief but much needed relief from the stressfull life school provides.

Oh how i love holidays.

So there has been much happening in Haley's life.
But Haley has been to lazy to blog about it all..

So where did i leave you last?
Oh yes, week before my Work Experience.
Ill Start at that.

Well i did my Work Experience with Michael Richardson, A politician. He's the Sahdow Minister of Environmental Affairs.
Work Experience consisted of many mundane clerical duties, all of which left me bored. They also took me to Parliament one day, and i was given a private tour so that was worth the other four days of absolute boredom.

Now the next week was back at school, and signing out of year 10. On the Wednesday i decided to gather up a small troop of mates and go to Manly Beach. Awesome day, Perfect weather. Everyone pretty much got in trouble for getting home late, we left for a 3.15 ferry at 3.17, obviously missed it and waited half an hour for the next one. Jesse then decided to point out he was suppossed to be home AT 3. HAHAHA. It took around 2-3 hours for him to get home. It was fun.

So Friday was assembly day, we all got our School Certs, I did surprisingly well, bands 4's and 5's. Which is good for me. Not great but all above average so im happy. I also did extremly well in maths, all my studying paid off!

That night was the Formal, But for me twas the Christmas Ball. I had an awesome time. Jesse was my date. It was a fantastic night, and i dont regret not going to the Formal. We danced, played games, ate pizza, went and got pizza in formal gear. Haha. We walked into coles all decked out, me and rosie in formal dresses, illya and jesse in suits. HIL-AR-I-OUS!!

Moving onto HOLIDAYSS!!

Beach Day was planned by me again, this time with a turn out of about 30. Best.Day.Ever. It was heaps of fun! Although i did, thanks to the lovely Jesse, get burger smooshed ALL OVER my face. EW. I was quite annoyed. But got him back. Haha. We played Twister on the sand with about 20 people. Haha. We also had a 3-legged egg and spoon race. Then it started raining oddly and randomly so i got half of the peoples to go to into the city with me where we hung around before going home. Then Danielle slept over and then we went and hung out at Calo Court with illya.

Then um where are we? In between then and now ive seen a few movies, been to quite a few party's, hung out with my mates heaps and just had a good time.

I also spent a day with Ash last wednesday. It was also one of the BEST.DAY.EVER. We went to Towers and saw Borat, Played alot of DDR, Got sticker photos and then went back to hers and hung out. I had an awesome time with her. I miss her heaps!

Today i hung out with flick and jess, Ill miss flick SO much this year!

Anywhom im on Myspace alot these days.. Oh and ill post some pics.. random ones. =]]

Jessica, Flick, Me and Danielle and my pre dorta thing.

Me and My date, Jesse!!

Me, Chantelle, Tristian, Rachel, Maddy and Evan at the Ball!

Were doing the Nutbush!! Lol

Me and Cassie posing at the ball!

Me and the gorgeous Cassey.

My Lovely Maddy.

Me an Tristian!

Well Thats all for now.

Well wishes to you all!

Much Loveth, haley.

xox

Yes i havent died.. My laptop did though =( But with my new harddrive and happy interweb im baaack!

I have succumbed to the eeevil myspace.. Just for funs sake,
http://www.myspace.com/mybeautifulvanity
My profile is private, so if you have myspace add me to see otherwise =P

So yesh.. Lately haley has been run down the mill. But school is pretty much OVER ROVER for the rest of the year!

School cert was okay.. Im glad tis over. My year 11 classes are pretty good so far. My friends are shocked at how *responsible* ive become. Haha. Haley responsible..

Im bored and off to work soon =)

Its a strike today so i have no school. Yay.

Anywhom ill bore you all to shreds later..

=P

Who's your daddy?

<3 Haley xo

rushed words
breathless wonder
exaggerated emotions
flattery and horror
broken trust
awkward conversation
avoidence, space
pushing away
pulling away
hiding
a couple comments
quiet heart-break
resent, loathing
jeleous and untame
overthought ideas
overthought emotions
wrong
embarrasing truths
still a liar
lurking rejection
slow and hurtful sorrow
creeping, following
overwrought emotion
compelling discussion
yet nothing at all
silent tears
silent sadness
broken friendship
useless relationship
aquaintence
ignorence
given up

she walked in
into the room
caught his gaze
and he followed through

painted red
but as dark as night
she stole his heart
and stole his love

his undivided attention
nothing but her
that boys in trouble
the boy, hes in trouble
her dwindiling passion
the boredoms setting in
that boys going under
the boy, hes in trouble

another came along
fresh and new
she couldnt resist
she could taste the fun

he still was without strength
weak, pathetic
she had taken his heart
she had taken his love

he started to get boring
to much of a routine
that boys in trouble
the boy, hes in trouble
she found another toy
another game that pleased
and left that boy in trouble
the boy, hes in trouble

Copyright Haley McDougall

give my regards to your broken-heart,
im rather sorry for the damage i caused.
maybe a little tape,
and some glue can fix it up.
needle and thread?
ive got it all.

many apologies for that bitter taste i left in your mouth.
i didnt know saying my name,
would cause such a terrible sensation.

what else can i say?
what little comfort can i give?
can i offer?

what else can i do?
what words can i say other then,
are you okay?
or, how does that make you feel?

i know how you feel.
that bitter taste started with me afterall.
and that broken-heart?
well i know how to mend it as ive been there before.

so well wishes to your tarnished ideas.
and farewell to those faded ill-treated memories.
that pain i had caused,
and those i made you bleed.
all worth while as you say your goodbyes to me.

Copyright Haley McDougall 2006

so lately ive been catching up on blogs ive missed and i have to say how pissed off i am at some people. now first of all you may state me as being hypocritical and you know what i dont care but there are a few things i need to say.

now with all this elisa-bashing in and out of TK, not actual elisa-bashing but mainly people bitching about how elisa runs the forum. for gods fucking sake get a fucking life! you know if its really that bad that you have to cut yourself and cry over it just fucking leave and create your own forum. according to you its not that hard right? i mean yes there was once a time where i didnt like elisa, but only because i didnt know her. now i know there are some people who will read this and gop oh she's sucking up, well you can go kill yourself because no im not sucking up, im standing up for her. now she and all the other mods and admins try their hardest to make TK a fun and happy place for all and if your not happy with it then stop your whining and just fucking leave. nobody wants you there fucking things up, especially since your only doing it because your an annoying little emo kid who craves attention.

i mean seriously, give elisa a fucking break. i dont see you putting up your hand to help.

and yes i know, i should be the last person to give a rant on how people should respect TK as i practically destroyed it, well let me just say i cant take all the credit for that. there were 2 particular people i can thank in that. you know who you are.

now let me comment on the annoyingly frustrating people fucking areound with ri-chan. do you people have no shame? seriously, how blind must you be not to see that strong, beautiful, inspirational young lady that is ri-chan? i have seen her blossom into this beautiful flower only to be trampled on by ignorant, jeleous weeds. yes weeds. you are annoying pests and the world should be rid of you. ri-chan, should you ever read this know that your individualaity makes you special and that although some may not appreciate you i and many others do. we need more strong women like you in our society.

now lonnie, i know as frustrating as it may seem, try your best not to let those annoying n00bs get ya' down. i know how much you love TK and how much it hurts you to see it crumble in the hands of annoying fucking n00bs who know nothing but how to be a fucking emo, but remember that you have friendships that will live longer then Tk, and thats what counts. and as much as it may seem like you get little credit for the work you do, remember there will always be someone who appreciates it.

bleh, any admins or mods who read this, please note that as hard as things may get you are all appreciated by someone and i take my hat off to you.

theres alot of other things going on but ill update on them later. =)

haley pwns! haha. xo

Hey guys! I have an idea for a business, and have talked it over with my family and they all agree i should survey a bunch of different people to see if theyd go for it. The idea is a Tea Shop - You know like coffee but with tea. Anywhom if you could fill it out you'd be helping me a great deal! Ive already posted it on TK: im vita-has-manboobs. Thanks heaps! -Haley.

1. What is your Gender?
2. What is your Age?
3. Do you like Tea?
4. Do you prefer Black or Green Tea?
5. Do you drink any Herbal Teas? eg. Cammomile, Peppermint, Cranberry.
6. Would you ever go to a Tea Shop?
7. What Country do you live in?
8. Are there any 'Tea' shops where you live?
9. What do you think of the name 'Tee Party'?

Thankyou!! Oh and reply in comment box!